| I can't describle this.... i have nothing left...except those around me....that still love me... even though i don't write and i don't call.... those of you that surround me...and shower me....overwhelm me with your love... i see God so clearly through you....and it breaks my heart...I want to bury my face in the sand... never to look up again...but it is you all that love me...and lift me....in love and prayer....almost against my will.. I am sickened how my heart has been too puffed up to do the same to others...building my world around myself... around what i wanted.... instead of loving how i used to love.... Those i have ignored... forgive me.. those i have clearly wronged..across the globe....here in Singapore...i am so so sorry... I am so uncomfortable in my skin..i cannot sleep..but when i do..i don't want to open my eyes... i don't want to face a new day....knowing what i've done..all these years...and knowing what i've lost...today...... There is a man that loves me..... who climbed a mountain...who suffered...and who died... to redeem someone like me.... to take into His arms ...someone like me... This is the most unbelievable thing in the world to me.... But i believe it.... because i see Him.... i see Him in so many of you...taking me in... This is what it takes to break a heart of stone... ... I am shattered.... I thank you Lord... you took away my world....to save me... to save us... truly...with all my heart...i lift my hands ...i can say blessed be the name of the Lord..... be with me.... be with my love... you have saved us. I love you. |
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| Hey friends... been ages... ages and ages and ages... since i've ...had a gf?.. kinda.. but mainly...ages since i've been in touch with basically ALL OF U... bein busy in Bible school and other such activities isn't an excuse.. but i'll stick to it for now ..hehe...
Thanks Janice for the sms congrats!... Congrats for what u might ask?...well..yes....AT LAST... i've found a lady...or may i say..THE lady (?) ... that can actually take me and all my idiosycrasies, quirks and mood swings...and still love me.... that's a real lady i tell u ..hehehe..so yeh... we've been an official couple for 2 weeks now.. so yep...life is good....I am truly blessed.. to be loved and in love.. I'll be in Hk 18 Dec - ??? ... soooo yeah..hope to catch up... My MSN is : briamplify@hotmail.com try and arrange stuff and contacts before i come down Just some photos of Ling and I... 
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| Tsunami Relief
Friends...Last minute urgent prayer request..i'm going up with a team from my church and Mercy Relief...to Indonesia to assist with the operations over there. I don't have other details...except that i'm flying off tom morning..please pray for our safety..there is currenlty no infrastructure and everything is still chaotic...also...i am not too sure if the Earth itself is settled yet as there were quakes even this morning.. so please pray. I should be back in a few days... they just really need manpower to quickly distribute resources and to set up various medical and aid stations...
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| Coming to town....
Hey friends....... I'm heading back to good ol Hong Kong..... i'll be in town from 5-17 Jun.....sooooo...... yep..... just a lil heads up... hope to see all that i can...esp those i missed last time round...
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Here's my heads up....i'll be arriving in Hong Kong on 3 Jan around 10pm....and will be stayin till 20 Jan .... Big heartache.. cuz i find out that quite a number of u are leaving smack on 3rd jan..... i'm sorry friends..i can't come down any earlier..i hv my driving test on that morning..then i fly right after on that evening....so yup...sorry folks....
So for some of you....i shall see u in 2006...others..it will be in subsequent years...UNLESS you come to Singapore....I'll be in bible school here in Singapore...from Feb-Dec '06...So i'm definately grounded during that period of time... but feel free to stop by....i better hv my licence by then..so i'll be seeing some of u all soon...i'm excited...scared...and PREPARED to be shocked...hehe..
Take the last few days of '05....think back.....the awesome heights..and the dark valleys of stumblings....it's been a good year no?...well for some..not so great...but good or bad...His faithfulness always astounds.. Take care friends...'06 arrives....Things are just going to get better..
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